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FranticIf I could have my wasted days backWould I use them to get back on track?Stop to warm at Karma's burningOr look ahead, but keep on turning?Do I have the strengthTo know how I'll go?Can I find it insideTo deal with what I shouldn't know?Could I have my wasted days backWould I use them to get back on track?You live it or lie it!My lifestyle determines my death styleKeep searching, Keep on searchingThis search goes on, This search goes onFrantic tick tick tick tick tick tick tockFrantic tick tick tick tick tick tick tockI've worn out always being afraidAn endless stream of fear that I've madeTreading water full of worryThis frantic tick tick talk of hurryDo I have the strengthTo know how I'll go?Can I find insideTo deal with what I shouldn't know?Worn out always being afraidAn endless stream of fear that I've madeYou live it or lie it!My lifestyle determines my death styleKeep searching, Keep on searchingThis search goes on, This search goes onFrantic tick tick tick tick tick tick tockFrantic tick tick tick tick tick tick tockMy lifestyle (Birth Is Pain)Determines my death style (Life Is Pain)A rising tide (Death Is Pain)That pushes to the other side (It's All The Same)2. St. AngerSaint Anger 'round my neckSaint Anger 'round my neckHe never gets respectSaint Anger 'round my neckYou flush it out, You flush it outSaint Anger 'round my neckYou flush it out, You flush it outHe never gets respectFuck it all and no regretsI hit the lights on these dark setsI need a voice to let myselfTo let myself go freeFuck it all and fuckin' no regretsI hit the lights on these dark setsMedallion noose, I hang myselfSaint Anger 'round my neckI feel my world shakeLike an earth quakeHard to see clearIs it me? Is it fear?I'm madly in anger with youAnd I want my anger to be healthyAnd I want my anger just for meAnd I need my anger not to control meAnd I want my anger to be meAnd I need to set my anger freeSet it free!3. Some Kind Of MonsterThese are the eyes that can't see meThese are the hands that drop your trustThese are the boot s that kick you aroundThis is the tongue that speaks on the insideThese are the ears that ring with hateThis is the face that I'll never changeThis is the fist that grinds you downThis is the voice of silence no moreThese are the legs in circles runThis is the beating you'll never knowThese are the lips that taste no freedomThis is the feel that's not safeThis is the face you'll never changeThis is the god that ain't so pureThis is the god that is not pureThis is the voice of silence no moreWe the peopleAre we the people?Some kind of monsterThe monster livesThis is the face that stones you coldThis is the moment that needs to breatheThese are the claws that scratch these woundsThis is the pain that never leavesThis is the tongue that whips you downThis is the burden of every manThese are the screams that pierce your skinThis is the voice of silence no moreThis is the test of flesh and soulThis is the trap that smells so goodThis is the flood that drains these eyesThese are the looks that chill to the boneThese are the fears that swing over headThese are the weights that hold you downThis is the end that will never endThis is the voice of silence no moreWe the peopleAre we the people?Some kind of monsterThe monster livesThis is the cloud that swallows trustThis is the black that uncolors usThis is the face that you hide fromThis is the mask that comes undoneOminous,I'm in us4. Dirty WindowI see my reflection in the windowIt looks different, so different than what you seeProjecting Judgement on the worldThis house is clean babyThis house is cleanAm I who I think I am?Am I who I think I am?Am I who I think I am?Look out my window and see it's gone wrongCourt is in session and I slam my gavel downI'm judge and I'm jury and I'm executioner tooProjector, Protector, Rejector, Infector, ProjectorInfrector, Injector, Defector, RejectorI see my reflection in the windowThis window clean inside, dirty on the outI'm looking different than meThis house is clean babyThis house is cleanAm I who I think I am?Am I who I think I am?Am I who I think I am?Look out my window and see it's gone wrongCourt is in session and I slam my gavel downI'm judge and I'm jury and I'm executioner tooProjector, Protector, Rejector, Infector, ProjectorInfrector, Injector, Defector, RejectorI drink from the cup of denialI'm judging the world from my throneI drink from the cup of denialI'm judging the world from my throne5. Invisible KidInvisible kidNever see what he didGot stuck where he hidFallen through the gridInvisible kidGot a place of his ownWhere he'll never be knownInward he's grownInvisible kidLocked away in his brainFrom the shame and the painWorld down the drainInvisible kidSuspicious of your touchDon't want no crutchBut it's all too muchI hide insideI hurt insideI hide inside, bull I'll show you...I'm ok, just go awayInto distance let me fadeI'm ok, just go awayI'm ok, but please don't stray too farOpen your heartI'm beating right hereOpen your mindI'm beating right hereOpen your heartI'm beating right hereOpen your mindI'm beating right hereOoh, what a good boy you areOut of the way and you're kept to yourselfOoh, can't you see that he's not hereHe doesn't want the attention you giveOoh, unplugging from it allInvisible kid floats alone in his roomOoh, what a quiet boy you areHe looks so calm floating 'round and around himself6. My WorldThe motherfuckers got in my headTrying to make me someone else insteadIt's my world nowMama, why's it rainin' in my roomCheer up boy clouds will move on soonHeavy fog got me lost insideGonna sit right back and enjoy this rideIt's my world nowYou can't have itIt's my world, It's my worldIt's my worldI'm out of my head, out of my headGet 'em out of my head, out of my headGet 'em outWho's in charge of my head todayDancin' devils in angels wayIt's my time nowLook out motherfuckers here I comeGonna make my head homeThe sons of bitches tried to take my headTried to make me someone else insteadIt's my world nowYou can't have itIt's my world, It's my worldIt's my worldI'm out of my head, out of my headGet 'em out of my head, out of my headGet 'em outNot only do I not know the answerI don't even know what the question isGod it feels like it only rains on meNot only do I not know the answerI don't even know what the question isI'm out of my head, out of my headGet 'em out of my head, out of my headGet 'em outEnough's enough7. Shoot Me AgainI won't go awayRight here I'll stayStand silent in flamesStand tall 'till it fadesShoot me againI ain't dead yetShoot me againAll these shots I takeI spit back at youAll the shit you fakeComes back to haunt youAll the shotsAll the shots I takeWhat difference did I make?All the shots I takeI spit back at youI won't go away, with a bullet in my backRight here I'll stay, with a bullet in my backShoot me take a shotI'll stand on my own, with a bullet in my backI'm stranded and sold, with a bullet in my backI bite my tongueTrying not to shoot backNo compromiseMy heart won't pump the other wayWake the sleeping giantWake the beastWake the sleeping dogNo, Let him sleep8. Sweet AmberWash your back so you won't stab mineGet in bed with your own kindLive your life so you don't see mineDrape your back so you won't shineOoh then she holds my handAnd I lie to get a smileUsing what I wantTo get what you wantOoh Sweet AmberHow sweet are you?How sweet does it get?Chase the rabbit, fetch the stickShe rolls me over, 'till I'm sickShe deals in habits, deals in painI run away, but I'm back again9. Unnamed FeelingBeen here beforeBeen here before couldn't say I liked itDo I start writing this down?Just let me plug you into my worldCan't you help me be uncrazy?Name this for me, heat the cold airTake the chill off of my lifeAnd if I could I'd turn my eyesTo look inside and see what's comin'It comes alive, It comes alive, It comes aliveAnd I die a little moreIt comes alive, It comes alive, It comes aliveEach moment here I die a little moreThen the unnamed feelingIt comes aliveThe the unnamed feelingTakes me awayI'm frantic in your soothing armsI can not sleep in this down filled worldI've found safety in this lonelinessBut I can not stand it anymoreCross my heart hope not to dieSwallow evil, ride the skyLose myself in a crowded roomYou fool, you fool, it will be here soonIt comes alive, It coems alive, It comes aliveAnd I die a little moreIt comes alive, It comes alive, It comes A-liveEach moment And I die a little moreThen the unnamed feelingIt comes aliveThe the unnamed feelingTreats me this wayAnd I wait for this trainToes over the lineAnd then the unnamed feelingTakes me awayGet the fuck out of hereI just wanna get the fuck away from MeI rage, I glaze, I hurt, I hateI hate it all, why? Why? Why me?I cannot sleep with a head like thisI wanna cry, I wanna screamI rage, I glaze, I hurt, I hateI wanna hate it all away10. PurifyTear it downStrip the layers offMy turpentineOld paint, old looksCover up the pastWhite heat, white lightSuper white bonesBones of you and IPure if I... can't you help me?Pure if I... won't you help me?Purify you and IPurify you and IPure if I... can't you help me?Pure if I... won't you help me?Purify you and IPurify you and ITruth and darePeeling back the skinAcid washGhost whiteUltra cleanWanna be skeletonClear eyesDiamond eyesStrip the past of mineMy sweet turpentineI can find the dirt on anythingI can find the dirt on anythingI ain't dancing with your skeletonsI ain't dancing with what might have been11. All Within My HandsAll within my handsSqueeze it in, crush it downAll within my handsHold it dear, hold it suffocateAll within my handsLove to death, smack you 'round and 'round andAll within my handsBewareLove is controlI'll die if I let goHate me nowKill all within my handsHate me nowCrush all within my handsSqueeze all within my handsChoke all within my handsHate me nowTrap all within my handsHurry up and hate me nowKill all within my handsAll within my handsTake your fear, pump me upAll within my handsLet you run, then I pull your leashAll within my handsUnder thumb, under to myselfAll within my handsBewareHate me nowKill all within my handsHate me nowCrush all within my handsSqueeze all within my handsChoke all within my handsHate me nowTrap all within my handsHurry up and hate me nowKill all within my hands againI'll die if I let goControl is love, love is controlI'll die if I let goControl is love, love is controlI will only let you breathMy air that you receiveThen we'll see if I let you love meKill Kill Kill Kill Kill